I had a fill today and I finally feel like I'm going to be able to get back on track. I have recently been having some medical issues and had to have an unfill about a month ago, a whole 2 cc's taken out, couple that with the steroid I was taking and the food that found it's way into my mouth and hello 10 pounds. UGH!!! It was amazing to me, before, when I was 330 pounds, I probably could have gained 10 lbs and never really noticed, but this 10 I noticed and momma no likey!!! My doctor has been slow to add back the 2 cc's and said that the weight gained may be tough to come off because it's due to the steroid. I have been working out and trying to get back on track food wise, but for that two weeks that I didn't have restriction, it truly was like I had no band and my bad habits came back and they came back with flying colors. I kind of feel like I have had to start all over again.
So, going into this morning, I had lost 5 lbs since I was there two weeks ago and doc said I had .5 to get back to where I was prior to the unfill. Because, lucky for me, it's that time of the month, I was already feeling snug, we decided on only .25 of the .5, and I think it's just fine. I had a protein shake before my work out and then some soup tonight and can definitely feel the restriction. I so hope that this gets me back on track.
I forgot to mention in my previous posts that when I started this journey I weighed in at 331 lbs. As of my wedding day I weighed 201, making me down 130 lbs. I'm currently trying to get back to that. It's been hard, before the wedding, I had a goal, a HUGE end zone. I wanted to look slammin on my wedding day and I truly felt that way, but then there was a let down and now I'm having trouble coming up with goals. All part of my process I guess.
All that being said, I am so happy with my fill and in some ways appreciate the restriction, it's almost welcoming, now I feel like I have to get back on track. I will, I will, I will.....
Good night all.....
Katie
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